Sorry...

I am sorry I fell off the face of the earth but I need a break for a bit. My illness has taken over my life and I haven't much to say at the moment. Please keep me in your prayers.

Markus

Truth Heals - Chapter One

It sounds like most people have their books now so if by the end of the week we could have the first chapter read, I will write an opening statement and then we'll discuss. Thanks!

No Big Deal

Looking from a distance, seems like I've lost it all
and everyone around me is waiting for this girl to fall
But my heart isn't missing I just lost control
If I don't know why, Why would I know how ?

I've been working with the devils trying to exorcize
My feelings I've been hiding down in the darker side
There wasn't any trading, I never sold my soul
I'm simply moving on; Going, gone...

I think I'm losing my fight
To make sense of it all
Got to build on my lie
So I'm safe from the fall
I'm subjected, expected to know what I feel
But I don't feel nothing
It's alright, no big deal

How can I expect anybody to understand
I've been sadly mistreating all of my own demands
Now all I need is freedom, not this ego-land
Wanna do no wrong I'm simply moving on
I'm going, going, gone...

I think I'm losing my fight
To make sense of it all
Got to build on my lie
So I'm safe from the fall
I'm subjected, expected to know what I feel
But I don't feel nothing
It's alright, no big deal

And after all I know, there's nothing left to say
And if it's all my fault I'll take it all
I'm moving on ; Going, going, gone...
- L.F.

Bring on the Rain

Another day has almost come and gone
Cant imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes Id like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war (cause)

Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

Its almost like the hard times circle round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but Im not dead

Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

Im not gonna let it get me down
Im not gonna cry
And Im not gonna lose any sleep tonight
- B.M.